My heart hurts alot. I've never been hurt this much when it comes to love. My heart feels so torn .. we lost the sweetness of love we used to had in the beginning. I dont want to accept the fact that we are falling apart. i don't want to accept the fact that our relationship is falling apart .i dont want it to be gone. you are the first guy that i fell in love with . the other guys that i used to be with are the guys i like , not love. I don;t want anyone to see me this hurt and cry.. i don't want to hurt you with my random temper.. when im angry , i can't control . and i know i said words that hurt you .. should i give your heart a break? am i torturing you inside? i want you to love me nice and sweet. i want us to be sweet couple like other couples i see.. now , we are at a stage that every couple will go through , which is you will keep on quarrel and there is no happiness for the time being.. i think my heart is too weak for this test.. we are both at fault. but im sorry for saying hurtful words. and today , i pushed you to your limits that you shouted , pointed straight at my face and said hurtful stuffs. Its not that i want to let you go , In fact , i dont want to . But it just hurt both of us if this continue it has been a long time that i felt so blessed to be with you.. its not that im tryna say that im not blessed now.. just that.. things aint going well.. i cant think of anything.. except for the end of this relationship. i see no bright future for the both of us.. cause your patience towards me is running low.. No more sweetness in this relationship.. nothing except pain..I know i know , you always tell me. i know i hurt you the most. im the most bad & to clear your name , since you always say that those things i post on twitter when im upset make you look like a bad guy. I said those words because im angry . If i keep it inside , i will self abuse or abuse other stuff.