if its to provoke me , stop it ! provoking me only gives me more stress . YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME WANT TO SCREAM. I HATE IT MAN . I ALWAYS BEAR ! YOU SCOLD ME UNTIL I WANT CRY OR SCREAM but i DIDNT CRY OR SCREAM! CAUSE I KNOW IF I SCREAM YOU COMFIRM WILL SCOLD ME. I DONT CARE WHAT OTHERS SAY! I GOT BEAR YOUR WORDS IN MIND! I NEVER FORGET YOUR WORDS. I WILL NOT BE IMMATURE TO HATE YOU FOR SCOLDING ME.I ALWAYS KEEP THINGS TO MYSELF ! BEARING EVERY THING! But cant you see how much i want to scream? i want to be a singer! im just afraid i cant succeed . IM MORE BEING HATED THEN BEING SUPPORTED. WHAT EVER I DO I DONT THING YOU WILL SUPPORT ME EITHER. NEVERMIND IF YOU DONT SUPPORT ME BUY THE THINGS I LIKE I DONT MIND. IM NOT ANGRY , BUT I DONT THINK YOU WILL SUPPORT ME ON WHAT I WANT TO DO. I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO! AND I'LL DO IT! I KNOW YOU ADULTS WILL SAY " KIDS ALWAYS SAY THEY KNOW WHAT THEY WANT BUT THEY'RE TOO YOUNG THEY CANT MAKE IT "  have your all adults ever think how much this word might hurt them ? i know your might say " we are not hurting its the fact" 

EVERY ONE IS ALMOST THE SAME. DIFFERENT PEOPLE GOT DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE JUST LET THEM EXPERIENCE LET THEM GO THROUGH THE THINGS THEY NEED TO SACRIFICE FOR DOING WHAT THEY WANT. LET THEM EXPERIENCE! another thing we need to use in life is experience. HAVE YOUR EVER THINK OF THAT? YOU ALWAYS SAY I CANNOT MAKE IT WAN XI AND WAN FEN PLUS YOU ! IM THEIR LITTLE SISTER AND YOUR DAUGHTHER ! HOW CAN YOUR SAY THAT! MUMMY IF YOU GONNA SAY YOU NEVER SAY IT I'LL TAKE IT AS YOU THOUGHT OF IT. I KNOW MY CHINESE IS A DISSAPOINTMENT TO YOU. YOUR ASK ME STUDY BUT I THINK THAT AINT GONNA WORK . SPELLINGS DOESNT EVEN HELP ME WITH MY CHINESE! i need to be re-taught , but i know you havent pay alot bills. housing bills all this. what am i to do ?