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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
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SOU SAMISHII ! HOTONI SAMISHII! will my life ever change? i cant believe i will be living like this. I WANT BE A JAP SINGER MAN! sigh.. sing out my sadness and lonely-ness? no matter how i try to change things to more like jap , is hard. bring bento go school ..still doesnt make any difference. sigh.. SINGAPORE IS STILL SINGAPORE it'll never ever be japan. :( i HATE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF i can turn back the hands of time i'll chose to be born at japan :(! i believe it'll happen one day . But it sound stupid. anyone..help? how to make my dream come true? i want to have a good future! I WONT LET MY FUTURE ROT. But i dont think i can make it to NA :( like mama say , im useless. it made me feel like im being a burden on her shoulder. i dont know what to do seriously. i do not have courage to do anything. not even dare trying to make my self a jap singer? Not like others.. dare to go around to find some thing they want being popular. i dont care about being popular . i want to be a jap singer . I'm changing to a person thats not what i use to be. sec 1 and sec 2 all this nonsense .. looking back im like a kid . all i think is play.Maybe because at that time i dont know what i want. i have not realise how badly i want my plannings to go well? Faking like i can keep other peoples secret .. Im so..i dont know how to describe it its too late huhs? Like who'll believe im changing . Saying it out makes what im saying sounds fake. But i want to. |
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