MY EYEBROW.

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Friday, January 23, 2009 4:33 PM| 0 comment(s) | add a comment.

I had enough.

I can't take this man . i cant believe i became stress just

because of A CLASSMATE . Where my calmness and feeling of wanting to be alone

has gone? i dont really like interacting with people.

i dont know why these few days i keep getting pissed easily.

Go school stress because of friend . Go home stress because of nephew keep hitting me

and crying if i didnt get my stuffs and disturbing me when im doing home work.

wth is this 2009 . Nothing seems to go right. Everyday the same cycle go school must tolerate

CLASSMATE. then go home must keep giving in to nephew i know his young and i should give in

WHAT CRAP! EXCUSE! All just want him to keep quiet just to let themselves have peace.

MOST OF MY FRIENDS I CANT BELIEVE I END UP HAVING SUCH FRIENDS .

THEY'LL

ONLY HELP ME WHEN THERES A BENEFIT FOR THEM! NONE OF THEM IS

HELPING ME

BUT ONLY ADDING STRESS TO ME. I LIKE BEING QUIET

AND I WAS TOLD " STOP BEING SO COLD , I DONT WANT SIT WITH YOU BECAUSE WHEN EVER YOU DO HOMEWORK YOU NEVER TALK ."

YA THATS WHAT I AM . "AND SAYING MEAN STUFF TO ME .

I CANT FEEL ANY BETTER , I MIGHT LOOK AS IF I DONT MIND.

YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE PERSON MIGHT BE THINKING EVEN IF YOU LIVE

100000 YEARS WITH HIM OR HER! WHEN YOU HAVE NO ONE TO TALK WITH THEN YOU FIND ME ? WHAT AM I TO YOU? FRIEND? I DONT THINK SO ! THATS WHY I

HATE GOING TO SCHOOL! BUT IM NOT GONNA LET MY CLASSMATE OR SO CALL FRIENDS AFFECT MY FUTURE! i LOVE study-ing! i LOVE BEING TEACHED !I LOVE TO BE AROUND WITH ADULTS! BUT WHAT THEY

THINK OF ME IS A KID HANGING AROUND

THEM ! IN THEIR EYES IM NEVER MATURE .

" DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER"

OH LIKE REAL EVERYONE JUDGE EACH OTHER BY

HOW THEY BEHAVE AND LOOK!

THEY NEVER KNOW HOW I FELT. I FELT SO ZERO .

I KNOW THIS CANT BE HELPED

THATS WHY IM CHANGING TO A MORE HAPPIER

LOOKING PERSON. BUT WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME? YOU SAID IM COLD. THEN I TRIED CHANGING TO SOMETHING THAT HAS THE

SAME LEVEL AS YOU . WHAT ABOUT YOU? YOU NEVER

THOUGHT HOW I WOULD FELT ! OFCAUSE EVERY ONE

WOULD SAY SOMETHING ABOUT THEMSELVES TO MAKE

THEMSELVES LOOK LIKE NO ONE LOVE HER OR HIM. HOW

CHILDISH CAN THIS BE? IF YOU ASK ME , I WOULDN'T EVEN

BOTHER TO SO -CALLED COMPETE WITH YOU FOR HOW SAD YOUR LIFE IS!

AND THATS WHY I CHOSE ART. I MAY BE THE ONLY GIRL BUT I DONT MIND!

I DONT CARE ANYMORE WHETHER YOU HATE ME ! I DONT CARE IF IM A SORE IN YOUR EYE!

what i want is to be dote on .

IF YOU ASK ME TO CHOSE FRIENDS OR FUTURE . I WOULD CHOSE

TRUE FRIENDS AND FUTURE .

I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK OF ME.WHATEVER YOU WANT TO THINK I DONT CARE. As long as i do my part well and able to fufil my dreams , i care nothing else .

ADULTS ALWAYS JUDGE PEOPLE BY LOOK ! i know saying this is immature.

But its A FACT TO ME! NOone WILL UNDERSTAND EVEN IF I SAY IT OUT.

THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO HELP ME. its pointless.