sometimes..i wonder.. where do this and that idea come from?
why are humans..getting smarter..
day by day .. humans create stuffs..
now like..create chemicals..to make food last longer..but it
harms our health .. its evil..all this just because of money..
money shouldn't exist in the first place..why can't it be simple like we
grow foods..we depend on nature..why? Money..doesn't seem to bring happiness
it brings suffering to the poor and luxury to the rich..the poor suffers
the poor have no food..or should i say can't get what they want..
and why greed exist?Humans killing each other to get what they want
i hate it .. thats why ..i wish im not in the real world..
i do not know how to explain..why..but i just thought so..
you can say like .. in a different world..you live your life..i live mine..
we don't harm each other..?Seriously my life is freaking boring..
during this days all i do is..
sleep , wake,bath,eat,use the computer, bath,sleep ..same cycle..so freaking boring.
i don't like to go out..
i like to stuck my butt on the chair infront of the computer ..
watching shows..you can call it anime >.> ..
thats what i do..i want to change..but im not changing..
deep down im thinking of changing..
but im not doing anything..how to change?
i don't know whats wrong with me..but i keep letting the cycle continue..
i every day sit infront of the computer i think more then 10 hours..
i know its unhealthy .but i don't feel like getting up..
i don't feel like moving ..



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