continue here haha . sian lahs i just wan go down talk talk
with friend then she also angry . i go out canot . i jump
down buildinng then can lahs ? lols. and what 2 boy 1 girl under
the block then say what fuucking rubbish that people watching .
what er.. i hua chi . tmd WHAT KIND OF FUUCKING LIFE I
HAVE SIA HAVE FRIENDS CHAT WITH FRIENDS ALSO CANT .
LIke that dunt let me go school talk with friends lah ! comfirm i go
school will talk with people de mahs ! SO PISSED OF MAN I FEEL
LIKE PLUCKING ALL THE KEYBOARD THE KEYS OUT THEN
GO SIAO SIAO lahs! angry really sia fuucking angry see her face
makes me angry mans! i know she scared i kena rapped kena gossip
OK I UNDERSTAND LAHS NO NEED OVER DO RIGHT .
Then just nw in the car she say you wan you go lahs all this
rubbish then now lehs ? WHAT FUUCK SIA. she still say
dunt wanna care say what she see me from afar can already .
THEN NOW ? mouth talk but no actions proved ?
SCARED WE ALL LEAVE HER SAY LAh . WHAT HER ACTIONS
NOW IS MAKING ME WANNA LEAVE HER MAN .
manny people also told me she a.p . little bit scream scream scream .
wtfs ? say what last time she scold me i keep quiet there .
then say what now she scold me 1 sentence talk back 1 sentence .
and say i turn bad lohs. whats her problem mans . doesnt mean last
time im innocent very easy bully very easy to vent her anger at
then now just that i have something to say which she misunderstood
it she say what i talk back to her all this . I CANT STAND SOMETHING
SO UNREASONABLE LORHS! wtfs sia. im so gona find job
and save money go other people house stay lohs . SO stressed mans .
WHY CANT SHE EVEN TRUST ME THAT I CAN HANDLE
MY RELATIONSHIP WELL AN
D MY STUDIES ? SHE DESPISE ME HUHS ? NO MATTER
HOW THE FUUCKING BLOODY HELL I PROVE HOW I
CAN HANDLE WELL SHE WUN'T EVEN NOTICE .
SINCE SHE WOULDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO NOTICE
SUA LAHS! SEE ME SO LOUSY I PROVE TO HER IM
MORE LOUSY ! SHE IS MAKING ME SICK OF LIVING
MANS! SEE OTHER PEOPLE MOTHER IS TOTALLY 100 %
AND ABOVE FUUCKING DIFFERENT ! I KNOW SHE CARE
AND TEACH ME STUFFS TO PROTECT MYSELF .
SINCE SHE TAUGHT ME ALL THIS . WHY STILL
CANT TRUST ME ? SO ALL THIS TIME IM JUST A
STINKING USELESS MUD IN THE HOUSE ! IM SO
DISSPOINTED WITH MY MOTHER MANS!
i cant even have a bloody smile or laugh right now man my
throat is like theres something stuck down there .
and its like i wanna cry but teears didn't come out SO
PAINFUL MANS! mY LAUGH IS LIKE IM LAUGHING
BUT WHY I FEEL LIKE CRYING OF BEING HAPPY?
i mean theres something funny and im laughing now but
why im like laughing and cry at the same time . i cant laugh!
My mother never fail to make me sad man! 1 day no fail one de lehs!
what bloody hell is this . AT SCHOOL ALSO LIKE HELL
ALWAYS GROOMING GET CAUGHT I DID MY BEST .
I HAVE MY LIMITS TOO. I ALWAYS GET CAUGHT .
YA SOME MIGHT SAY JUST DO AS THEY SAY LAHS .
YAYA WHATEVER YOUR NOT ME YOU WOULDN'T
UNDERSTAND ALL THIS .