rah! I finally can go in ..Hmm it seems everything is fine now. I felt so blessed today with so many people that love me right beside me. I was shock today and happy my mother bought me a bug bunny wallet ;DD and it is much cuter then piglet ;X SORRY PIGLET!and then my mother bought me lollipop and she even whipped up a few dishes that i love! Or should i say ALL!! I do not know why when my mother make me angry and i was like kept cursing her and keep scold vulgar at her . But at times... she treat me real nice and it hurt me. I do not know what kind of emotion i am having now T.T i felt guilty and happy.
To my mama :
SO SORRY MAMA T.T I ADMIT AT TIMES I AM OVER SENSITIVE , PLAYFUL , STUBBORN , HOT-TEMPERED AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST WHEN I WAS PLAYING COMPUTER AND YOU ASKED ME QUESTION I WOULD SHOUT AT YOU.SORRY MAMA I LOVE YOU. BUT SOMETIME ITS TRUE U ARE UNREASONABLE ;X but i understand .SORRY! <33 your nu er loves you ;) thank you for bring me up till here. (AND CONTINUOUS not as if i am dead -.- )

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Today .
I done something but i do not know if i am right or wrong .
I today wrote a letter to MR jerry lee. i don't really remember , i felt a bit of guilt in me. I think my words are harsh but i hope its not. I really felt so .. i do not know how to explain. its like a small kid mistreating an elderly man.D: sobs. i regretted my actions a bit my friend hwee hsien said what if he show the paper to the principle. ? Guess what i said. I replied " we are also not in the wrong we may not have the right to comment our teacher . But if this goes on my studies will drop." hey hey wait! no no no not like that is i didn't replied her. But that is what i thought and ke xin agreed with me (: But if the principle wants to ask me some questions or find me . I do not mind what i did is for our studies. We NT Since we an do 2NA work why waste our talent ? Hmm not really talent is .. i do not know how to put it!! @_@ never mind . i just hope your get what i meant.